I’m having a really bad day. Let’s just get that right out there. I feel beat down and discouraged with no way out of this hole I’ve put myself in. And I can’t even, don’t even, want to talk about specifics (not here obviously, but not anywhere or to anyone) because if you’re not here, in this place with me, you can’t possibly get it. You can’t see the shit that hits the fan every damn day. And I can’t even get across the craziness that I deal with here. It’s ridiculous and stifling. I am suffocating. And I don’t know what to do about it. I’m stumped. So I do nothing, which then exacerbates the problem.
That said, I’m so thankful for my friends.